Friday, April 15, 2005
hah.
i was right.
happiness doesnt last.
i'm beginning to understand the buddhist believe thingy abt no happiness= no pain.
lol
but i dun want no happiness.
i may not derive pleasure frm those SPs.
but i am happy when they're not around.
for example.
the chance to see robert is reason enough to put a smile on my face when i get ready to go to school.
seeing a rarer species of great friends also gives me a boost.
chatting and talking rubbish with them also helps.
haha.
playing with them most certainly uplifts my spirits.
haha.
life's not that bad.
it may be bad,
but its also... good?
lol. i dont make much sense do i?
well. CCA stepdown is the third coolest thing that happended today.
i ran 2.4 relatively easily compared to last r is second.
seeing robert in his tight tight shirt is number one.
lol.... soooo tight... so hot.... lol!
can see the shoulder blades and all....lol...
den saw him wear a class t... lol.. also so tight... wahaha.
seeing robert has the effects of alcohol on me.
i forget my troubles at that moment.
i get a great rush of... lust? lol.... no la. i wuldnt say lust. i dun lust for him.
hmm. feel really happy. just cant help smiling.
haha.
but too bad SPs still exist.
still flood everyone with lies...
lies that gnaw at one's mind and heart.
lies that pervert one's original soul/actions/thoughts
and the fact that these lies have taken hold of some ppl makes me queasy.
i feel like puking.
why do u have to resort to such cheap and underhand means to achieve your aims?
you are so crappy. get lost.
sheesh. stay away frm me and my frens.
i dont want to see them getting snared by you.
work their butts off for u to achieve something
and then watch you cast them aside.
urgh. you make me sick.
i wish u'll just die one day.
while spreading one of your worthless lies.
you'll drop dead due to heart failure.
i think that'll be the only time when i will laugh at a dead person.
the world will be a better place.
one less person who goes around spreading crap.
Sherilyndel Revolted at Friday, April 15, 2005 |
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