Monday, April 18, 2005
Suddenly realise how tired I am.
I realise I have permanent eye bags.
They've been there so long that i've grown sorta used to it.
Maybe they're there from hating too much.
I'm so sick of hating those people.
I'm so sick of facing them almost everyday.
Sick and tired.
Sick of studying.
Sick of Sec 4.
If i could just lose myself in one thing it would be Conquer.
I've developed an insatiable thirst for it.
Somehow life in the virtual world is so much more peaceful than real life.
I just feel like immersing myself in CO.
I don't have to follow the rules of society.
There's nothing wrong with being a loner.
If I don't like someone, I'll just walk away.
I can kill people i dislike but i don't resort to such low down means.
I'm not a pker.
I can do things my own style.
My own way.
I don't have to be forced to coexist peacefully with people I know I'll never get along with.
.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
Well next thing is i just realised that many people are leading double lives too.
There's so much I don't know about them.
How well do I know them?
Haha. I'm not the only one who's locked up like a vault.
That's for sure.
If only i could bend the rules of society...
What a different life live would be...
Sherilyndel Revolted at Monday, April 18, 2005 |
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