Friday, June 17, 2005
Hehe.
I finally understand politics.
What i have always observed from a distance has happened to me.
Well.
I guess I'll just have to do what I've always seen people do.
NOT.Haha.I've seen enough to know that what they always do leads them to self destruction.I'm not going to follow in their footsteps.Yeah.I agree with what Izaac said a long time ago.I can't wait for next year too.A new start.A fresh start.I don't want to go to the same school as anyone I know.I can rewrite who I am.For who would be able to seperate facts from fiction in this materialistic world.So few independent thinkers left.So few who contemplate about life and about their suroundings.Well.I finally understand what friends are for.They exist for two purposes.Firstly, to make your life a living hell.Secondly, to delay your life becoming a living hell.And the most important fact is this:"Friends" who make your life a living hell are better than "friends" who delay your life becoming a living hell.Because those who "delay" the onset of a disastrous life are actually hurting you more than those who are open about it.They lift your hopes because you think you have people to count on. The give you false hopes.Simple as that.You suffer more because the higher your hopes are the worse you'll feel when they are crushed.I though i could trust some people. Haha.Had high hopes for a while.Thought it was the beginning of something new.Well.Ostracised.Haha. Never thought this would happen to me.But well, you win some and you lose some.I understand the teachings of my elders now.Blood is thicker than water.I shall begin the transformation into a nerd.Yes. Life will be hell for a Nerd.But is life not a living hell for Non nerds?What is a Nerd anyway?Just a name given by a group of people to someone who has different priorities.I shall further ostracise myself by announcing:
I will not go to some freaking event at the end of the year wrongly named "The Prom" Perhaps its time for me to wake up.Rouse the sleeping workers.For it is time to rise above.To achieve a certain something that others will find hard to achieve.( Oh and I know their reactions here. " Hah! Talk big only lah. See lah when "O" levels come out! See who win!
Yaya- Papaya!")
Well.
I do know that will be the consequences if I do not live up to my own words.
But i shall contrive to rise to the occasion.
Do forgive me if I don't.
Thank you.
Sherilyndel Revolted at Friday, June 17, 2005 |
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