Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Dear reader:
If you're wondering, the previous post was not directed at Mr Carrot.
Yes its someone else.
Someone who happens to be quite the opposite of Carrot.
Today:
Went to the dentist.
And he gave me some kind of mould that I have to wear.
Its really uncomfortable because I can't close my mouth properly.
But luckily I can still take it off sometimes.
Hmm.
Its time to wake up I guess.
People like Carrot and Jason and Bonn and Loga are probably more than half prepared for the preliminary examinations.
And I?
I'm still wasting my life away in front of this computer screen.
Killing monsters and enemies in a make believe world.
Chatting with people whom I doubt are whom they say they are, making tonnes of money in that world.
And what a nice world it is.
Too bad its not real.
I will not go on the computer tomorrow and Friday.
If I can help it, Saturday too.
On Sunday I'll be back.
Blogging another entry about my screwed up life.
Oh yeah.
That reminds me.
The NDP outing that was organised by Cheryl.
I didn't turn up because I thought someone might be going.
That person is not Mr carrot.
And well, it seems that person did not go after all.
So... I boycotted that meeting for nothing.
Well done Sheri.
I have to wake up.
I have to.
I don't want to live a life where everything is uncertain because I lack the sufficient funds.
No no no.
I crave stability.
I must have the means to provide stability for myself.
Have enough funds to let my parents enjoy their golden retirement.
Let them travel the world.
I know they'd love it.
I need that slip of paper.
I need it to be full of As.
I need to get into a good JC.
I need to get good grades.
I need to go to a local Univarsity.
I need to get a good job.
I need to earn big money.
Yes.
The power of words is strong.
I WILL study hard.
I WILL secure my future.
I WILL earn big money.
Yes.
Its so hard to talk to come people.
Some people initiate conversations with you.
But some don't.
You don't initiate conversations.
Well, usually you don't.
And no conversation ever lasts long with you.
I wonder why?
Maybe you just don't like me.
Just as I don't like some people.
But the funny thing is I like talking to you, even if its just 3 sentences.
I think its because I've never ever penetrated your defences before.
I don't think I was ever one of your good friends.
You seem like a nice person.
Albeit a secretive and mysterious one.
Oh well.
You win some and you lose some.
It doesn't really matter anyway.
Don't seem so down all the time.
Self repremanding isn't that good for yourself.
Good luck in your endeavours Furry Mammal.
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See you on Saturday or Sunday reader.
Bye.
Sherilyndel Revolted at Wednesday, August 10, 2005 |
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