Thursday, August 04, 2005
I wonder if you understand what I'm saying.
I said you can tell me everything if you want to, and i will see if I've wronged you.
I did not say I have anything to tell you.
I don't have anything to tell you.
You don't seem to understand how I feel towards you.
I just want to remove everything about you from my mind.
If possible, ignore your very existence.
I just realised why I'm so keen on avoiding you.
I am intimidated by you.
Theres something about you that don't make me feel safe.
When I sit beside you, I get this really creepy feeling.
I guess its because I feel you're too...
Sexually oriented.
Yeah everyone makes dirty jokes or comments sometimes.
But when you do so, I just get uber freaked out.
Jeez.
And yeah, Lyndel's observations and my own perception don't help much.
I just feel... Uncomfotable.
Just like Lyndel when she asked you to move away that day.
I just... Need to get away.
I don't know if I'm over sensitive or something.
But yeah.
When we were still talking, and I asked you questions, you would lean in real close or something.
I can stand it if its some other people, but with you...
I usually lean far back if you've observed...
I'm really uncomfortable with your physical presence.
Its just... Overbearing...
I don't know how to explain it.
Maybe its a girl thing.
Yeah.
So if you don't want to tell me the full story or anything, that's fine.
It simply means my view of you won't change.
Yeah.
I think its really sad that you're bottling up your feelings.
Remember something.
You are human after all.
No one is unaffected.
Take care.
Sherilyndel Revolted at Thursday, August 04, 2005 |
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