Monday, October 03, 2005
Yay! I'm not dead.
Lol... And neither am I feeling giddy anymore.
Hmm.
Jason how you know who my "Xin Huan" is? lol...
You tyco tyco guess correct.
Remember to Shh hor...
Well...
I think I'm jinxed.
Don't ask me why.
Darn it.
Whats happening to Them?
He(1)'s ignoring me.
I don't know if he's dead or overseas or hating me...
I didn't see Him(2) for 2 days.
On 2 days where he will always be there to talk to me.
Sigh.
Are they both lying in hospital now?
Recuperating from some accident?
Are they in a coma?
Are they.... Gone?
Sigh...
I'm bothered by them.
In a really huge way.
And there's Him(3)...
The replacement Robert.
They are similar in ways I cannot describe, yet He(1) will always be special and different from Him(3)...
Sorry, am I confusing you?
Forget it.
No one can understand my confusion.
I'm torn between them all.
I miss Him(1).
I worry for Him(2).
I'm falling for Him(3).
Yes I'm talking about 3 different people.
And the first two are gone.
He(1) is breaking my heart.
Where is he?
Why does he hate me so?
I thought he liked me... Or favoured me as his... Student?
Sigh...
I'm lost.
Waiting for someone to shine a beacon of light on me.
To guide me safely to shore.
To take my mind off all three of Them.
To comfort me and tell me that He(nosuchperson) will be there for me always.
*Sniff
What a nice dream.
That won't come true.
Oh well.
Headsup...
Sherilyndel Revolted at Monday, October 03, 2005 |
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