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Sherilyndel
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check out this bench in a school which i've been to last month.. last year.. yeah
1st person: My name is *name can't be seen due to brightness*. What's yours?
Ans: Are you human?or an animal? why is it ......*(msg got cut off) *
I've never heard of that name in this school before ..
`~end of conversation~`
Crazy things people do... btw this remind me of the science bench at the physics lab in our secondary school..
haha... but that bench is a CHATROOM.
So aniways people, have you guys ever felt like ...
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yeah?
well i was feeling that way a couple of hours ago.
And gosh! it sucks!
arh!!
I wonder, how do songs do it?
i mean how do they make you all mushy one second when u hear those ballads and then get all rebellious the next with rock and punk music.
i think i did something wrong today.
I feel that my spiritual life is still the same as the time when i accepted Christ. It's like i still don't know Him enough. I'm still not fully rooted. When hurricane comes, I may just be uprooted anitime. And I don't want that.
I want to be an example.
I'm tired of being influenced by man
I want to influence.
I want to be shaped by God
But it takes a lot of commitment.
I don't know if I should be putting this stuff in the blog.
But I don't know, I just have to put it.Impulsivity I guess.
hmm..
Why are most of us controlled by our emotions?
Gosh...
emo
emo
emo
Why can't I be emotionally strong and stop 'following my heart'?
I know that's what you guys would believe in 'following your heart'
but sometimes, our heart can decieve us. our flesh, can decieve us.
Oh man.. this sucks.
i need a Holiday!
I wanna pack my bags and just enjoy God's creations.The sunrises and the sunsets, the mountains and the valleys, the rivers and the seas, the black people, the brown people, the white people. The trees, the birds, the land, the basic living of humans.A life less ordinary. A life without the intrusion of the ringing of mobile phones or the presence of the clicking of the mouse of the keypads. I want to see the huge vast of blue skies, void of sky crapers.I want to get away. I want to get away! I feel claustrophobic. I want to hang out with those kids who goes up to the hills and catch insects. Swim in the river, splashing water, laughing and giggling. And when the sun sets, we would stand in awe of God's majestic creation. And this leads me to another thing that has been bothering me. If there is no god, then who created all these? It can't all be science. even science itself cannot explain everything. There are so many historical evidence that there is a God yet people refuse to believe. gosh.... Do you guys see where i'm going here?
I'm drained.
When i'm drained, i start to think.
And when i think,
i start to be critical
and i don't want that.
Gosh.. i really am drained.
Sometimes, what we feel just can't be put into words.
I guess only Jesus can understand me now.
Love,
L
Sherilyndel Revolted at Wednesday, January 25, 2006 |
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