Friday, February 24, 2006
Teach me how to LIVE
I think I've forgotten how to LIVE.
How to savour every heart pounding moment in life.
Sigh. I need Him to teach me, I need exams to push me. I need something.
Games are useless; I sit around inside talking to people and doing nothing. -.-
Shopping is useless; For the simple fact that I have no money. -.-
Gee. Looking at people in school seems to have preoccupied lots of people :P
But not me!
Sadly I'm just not in the mood to look.
Haha.
Its just so boring.
Life is boring.
Don't worry I'm not getting suicidal or depressed.
i'm just saying that I'm really bored. LOL.
Hmm... Him Him Him. I keep thinking He's the answer to everything. But I'm starting to have my doubts.
I used to LIVE to see him. Literally.
I woke up with a smile on my face, rushing to school. Ah those good old days.
Making excuses to go to the toilet every period just to see him.
Walking extra slow past his favourite haunts in the hope he walks past.
Staring dumbly when he walks past, never able to say a simple "Hi!"
Sigh...
WAIT A MINUTE. I THINK I'M GOING NUTS. NUTS NUTS NUTS NUTS.
THE BOREDOM IS DRIVING ME NUTS.
URGH.
FORGET HIM HIM HIM.
Forget forget forget.
Hohoho.
School! NYNY.
Yes I shall find something to preoccupy myself.
Before I sink into the pits of despair and fall for Him again.
Though that's highly unlikely since he is nothing more than a pleasant but distant memory.
I wish I had a chance to say bye.
Oh well. One day there'll be something to replace him with.
Exams? Food? A new hobby? Friends? Haha.
Yeah Goodbye Sir. Goodbye.
Next post will be dedicated to him. LOL.
A promise to myself not to think about him anymore. ; )
Sherilyndel Revolted at Friday, February 24, 2006 |
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