Saturday, July 15, 2006
A time to look back
Gosh..Time flies so fast.tick tockticktockand it's already July the 15th of the year 2006.Oh how I miss those people I've gotten in contact with this year.People like Joshua, Karen, that lil cute boy in Saint Andrew's Child Development Centre.Miss those times walking back home with Joshua after SERVE. I miss his silly antics and llama-ness. Miss his "Joshua-face". I miss Karen. Her funny actions. her intelligent talks.I also kinda miss the good ol secondary school days.I miss being loud and eccentric.
I miss being silly
I miss laughing so loud my stomach hurt
I miss burbing so loud.
Don't get me wrong, I doing okay in Poly.Just that I lack something.Something is amiss.Despite all these new exciting stuff that's been happening,There's still something old.And I really want this whole thing to end fast.This old issue that has been bothering me.That's confining me.It's preventing me from being myself.This issue that has been making me uncomfortable.So uncomfortble.And Yes.. I've prayed. And I still am praying.That I'd accept this.That I can make a difference.Although I am part of it, I'm apart from it.And I so want to get out of it.GOSH...POLY LIFE WOULD BE EVEN MORE WONDERFUL WITHOUT IT.poly life is really fun.But without it, it's uber more more more much more fun..Love,Del
Sherilyndel Revolted at Saturday, July 15, 2006 |
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