Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Wrath and Sorrow
Angry.
Angry with school.
Angry with work.
Angry with Loga.
This week totally sucks.
Lets see. Monday I reach home at 5+ almost 6. (Normal school day)
Tuesday I reach home at 7.45. (Chem extra lesson)
Today I reached home at 7.30. (Soccer match coverage)
Tomorrow I'll reach home at 11-12. (Xinmin Story)
And on friday guess what?
I HAVE A HUGE FREAKING ECONS TEST WORTH 12.5% OF MY PROMOTIONAL GRADES.
YAY-FREAKING-YAY.
Oh and did I mention? I'VE GOT A GP TEST TML TOO.
And PW, History project, CCA, Econs essay and CHEM tutorial to do.
Wow.
And one last thing.
I have a History and Chemistry test on Monday too.
Wow-frickity-wow. Don't you just admire me?
Anger at Loga for being unreasonable.
Maybe the ONS is true. (Only-Child-Syndrome)
I don't know. People are pointing out that he likes to argue with me over everything.
Now I'm starting to think its true.
But he waited for me for the soccer match to be over so I guess that anger has been erased.
Just numb right now.
One day he'll make the final arguement that will get me to boiling point.
Boom.
And you know what? I'm starting to get sick.
Sick of all this shit.
Why do I have to waste my time quarelling with you my friend.
I don't care anymore. Friends are not supposed to be like this.
Urgh.
Sorrow.
Sorrow over this stupid shit that's been happening.
Sorrow after seeing all the stressed out sad faces around me.
Sorrow over emptiness.
I feel wasted.
All spent up.
And somehow I've got to pass these coming exams well.
I'm becoming an empty shell. Wth.
Heck I feel like... I don't know.
Shit this shit.
Gah.
Sherilyndel Revolted at Wednesday, August 02, 2006 |
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