Sunday, October 22, 2006
Contradiction and Repetition
Yeah its been happening again and again.
Is this God's cruel joke on me?
Or is this all happening for a reason.
I feel abnormal. Wierd.
Why does this happen only to me?
Me and only me.
Lol.
Am I priveledged? Or cursed.
I'm irritated/fascinated.
The answers are always the same.
Maybe.
Yeah. Maybe to me its a maybe.
Maybe it really isn't one.
Lol.
Forget it.
I'm still being kept in suspense.
Heard from Faith that there are 170+ people at risk of retaining and that Mr Kwek has decided to retain 50 people.
That is like. Two and a half classes.
Seriously I wonder if I'm going to be one of the Fifty.
Will I be?
Maybe I should just approach Seq.
But maybe I don't want to know.
I don't want to know anything bad.
Don't want to have to continue coming for lessons and doing PW and stuff if I know the truth.
I wish I had a Death Note too.
But I wouldn't know who to kill.
Or would I.
Yes yes.
Definitely.
I would kill that person.
Haha. That person who knows my deepest darkest secret.
Yep.
It would be him/her first.
And then who?
No one probably.
I'd blackmail some people for money and buy an island in the caribbean.
Build a little house there, buy a horse and ride it everyday along the shore.
Stock up on all the different types of chocolates and feast everytime I felt like it.
Buy a computer and monitor the stock market.
Put some money into fixed deposits. Yeah.
Become a stupid recluse who lives on a chocolate-only diet and rely on horse riding to maintain my weight.(Like the Osim horse riding thing you know.) lol.
Anyways. Time to go to bed I think.
Sorry for missing Yanyi's birthday celebration.
Sherilyndel Revolted at Sunday, October 22, 2006 |
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